u/Frosty-Shallot-6198

Finally Starting to Read Again, and I Discovered It Through “The Metamorphosis”

So, I’m getting back into reading after kind of giving up during college and going through a bout with depression post-graduation – all topped off by tearing my achilles.

My degree was History, and most of the reading I did was pretty straightforward, and most of the “read between the lines” work I had to do for my courses was also pretty straightforward. On top of that, I was a freshman when I got sent home for COVID, so I spent 3 years looking into a computer screen in order to learn, so my reading capacity was taxed and shot.

With my new goals for life and reading, I’ve started to read some more books through my local library’s book clubs. And we recently read Kafka’s “The Metamorphosis,” and I finally was doing deep reading naturally again. I was noticing subtext, and I was feeling stuff that the translator later described in her Translator Notes.

And also, when we met for the book club, I had someone disagree with my reading of the text. Not in a, “Your assertion is unsupported” way, but instead in a, “Your assertion is not my reading” way (which they then proceeded to try and argue the former instead of the latter).

There’s no real deep discussion thing I want to go into on the book – I’ve already done that with others – I just wanted to share some positivity and provide a use case for people who are worried about their own struggles with deep reading.

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u/Frosty-Shallot-6198 — 8 days ago

6.5 Months Post-Op, and I’m Starting to See My Calf Again.

The first picture is my standing flat footed, and not really flexing. The second photo is me going into a standing calf raise – or, as my balletic mind insists on calling it, a relevé – and holding it for about 10 seconds to take the photo.

This is something I’m pretty excited about. Before the injury, when I was very overweight and was still dancing, one of the only things people complimented me on physically was my calves. Now, I’m slightly less overweight and trying to lose even more, all while I’m trying to rebuild my calf muscles from this injury that, for me, was devastating.

Just wanted to post it to give some people positive vibes, and show that recovery is possible. As long as you take this seriously, and listen to doctors/PTs, you should be on a path to a good recovery. Also, if people offer to help you, please take it. I almost (foolishly) told my parents I could handle this on my own. I’m so glad they didn’t listen to macho-idiot me, lol.

u/Frosty-Shallot-6198 — 9 days ago

6 months post op

I’m not even close to dancing again, but I’m starting to get into similar exercises and activities. I’m 6 months post op, and I’m sure it’s fairly obvious which leg I injured, lol

u/Frosty-Shallot-6198 — 17 days ago

I haven’t jumped in any way, shape, or form in just about 5 months. It’s been a long, trying process – especially as a dancer who loved and was good at jumps and petit allegro. And even though I’m not ready to say I’m back, I am ready to say that progress is going strong!

I also wanted to provide new (unfortunate, but welcome) club members that recovery is possible, and will come in fits and spurts. Good, strong progress is incremental, but sometimes good things come in leaps and bounds!

u/Frosty-Shallot-6198 — 1 month ago