Advice for how to leave a bad school? How did you deal with references?
I’m relief, but regular to a school where I like the staff, and hadn’t had many problems with the kids until now, after an incident in the high school campus (transitioning primary to high school teacher).
Recently got threatened in a class for simply asking a student to move seats, and this student and the little group that supported them now mutters things like “stupid bitch, I’ll *indistinguishible muttering* you” when I walk by them, and glare daggers at me.
I no longer feel safe at this school I once liked and wish I’d never tried the high school. Didn’t really seem like any follow-up on the incident was made after I reported it, which unsettles me.
I want to resign as I know my anxiety will eat me alive if I don’t, but I’m worried I won’t get a good reference for leaving after that incident, as it would leave the school short-staffed on short notice, even though I have a valid reason to seek work elsewhere.
Has anyone else ever had this experience before? I’m so torn but also thinking about this is not good for my health. Can already feel the stress and worry about what the students could do to me if I keep going back.
TLDR: how to leave a school and still manage to find a new job successfully when a reference might not want to cooperate?