Review Regrets
a week remaining. i know a lot of miracle stories happen in the abe but gusto ko lang magpost para may mabalikan ako by june :)
As a full time reviewee na online na walang nakausap na kaklase althroughout the review, this is my review story haha. I enrolled sa Pinnacle sept 15, 2025. Before reviewing sabi ko, i want to top the boards kasi kaya naman. Imagine mabalikan mo yung syllabus 2x diba sobrang laking advantage. Tumaas pa ang pangarap ko nung pumasa ang classmate ko nung Oct 2025 (recent grad pala kami batch 2025) na pure online pinnacle. So ako, si yabang ayown keri talaga even my classmate is a living proof.
October happen, wala pa rin ako nasisimulan. So sabi ko ay okay lng yan malayo pa :). December happen, 20% na ako. Ayon basta nausad! Ay nagpasko, nagliwaliw, kaya ayon half of december lang nag aral. Pagdating ng January may hangover pa sa holiday. 1 to 2hrs lang ata aral ko dito. Like watch vidlecs lang max na ata 4 hrs, madalang pa. Videos lang yun ha with active pagsasagot (ippause ko muna for me to answer then check). Hanggang mag midApril, don ko lang natapos coverage. Naglook back ako grabe ang kayabangan ko. Parang wala akong naalala. Final Pbs happened. A lot of my classmates are excelling, even in the top 10 :). Dito na ako kumakabog ang dibdib. Thoughts occur, “what if ako lang di pumasa sa batch“. Sobrang ungrateful ko para magprocastinate sa ganitong opportunity.
And dito ko narealize na, dati pinagp-pray ko lang makagraduate, yet nung nandito na, I just wasted a lot of time procastinating. Full of regrets lang ako now kasi alam ko may possibility akong bumagsak. From aspiring to top, to now na kahit isang subject or topic walang confidence. Masarap magplano, masarap mangarap pero dito ko narealize na huwag iunderestimate ang process. Wala lang, sobrang regret lng sakin na until now, kahit basic questions namamali ko pa rin. Hindi naman ako totally hopeless. Napalook back lang ako na hindi ko akalaing until board exam, magccram ako given na i have almost a year to prepare :)
Anyways, Godbless, takers!
P.s. Break time ko after answering for 3hrs at naghihingalo pa rin ang score haha. So alam nyo na bakit may paganito.