Two Dreams About Having Outside Kids
Some context my ex and I stopped talking when I graduated hs because I moved away and the timing just wasn’t right. I’m about to graduate college now and we have recently started talking again trying to see where things will go if we give it a real chance. I recently had two dreams days apart about me having a child without him and then him having a child without me.
The first dream. In this dream I found out I was pregnant but I didn’t remember who the father was. It was between my latest ex or my hs sweetheart (the one this is about). I was confused because I didn’t remember having relations with my latest ex and I remembered having relations with my hs sweetheart. I was trying to decide what to do like whether I wanted to keep it or not. I was going through the options. I knew I would have the baby in August and by then I knew I would have graduated already so I was thinking I could figure it out financially. Then I started thinking about my latest ex and I just knew I couldn’t have a child with him. That if he was even a potential father I couldn’t keep it. I thought I wouldn’t even want my hs sweetheart to raise someone else’s child and I don’t want to pass the child off as his if it’s not. I was ready to start a new chapter for my life and with my hs sweetheart. I didn’t want anything to potentially hold me back.
The second dream. My hs sweetheart and I were walking at night having a chat about different things. He was sweet talking me and I told him if he doesn’t mean what he’s saying to please not say it and that I don’t have to be sold a dream I just want him to be honest with me and tell me how he really feels. After this we ended up walking to this burger joint where he works in the dream and he orders us food. After getting food we walk to his car and get in. His car was filled with so many clothes and a some of them were bright clothes and I took that as girls clothes. This confused me and made me think is he trying to hide a girl from me but then I looked at him tying his shoes and the shoes were neon pink so i was like maybe he just likes bright colors. We got out the car and reached a park so we got out and started walking again but this time there was some guy following us. We continued talking anyways that is until my ex got quiet and his eyes got soft like he was overthinking. He told me he missed me a lot and that he was tired of lying to me. So he told me he had a daughter. I gasped and cried out in pain, it was a hit to my soul as I don’t involve myself with men with kids. He started talking really fast and tried to explain his situation I wasn’t willing to hear him out at first. Then I recovered bc I reminded myself I went through a situation similar to his irl but mine had a different outcome. He kept trying to explain but we got interrupted as we were walking because we had to walk through these kids playing football. Then the guy that was following us was still following us. I asked the guy to leave us alone so we could have some privacy but he ignored me. So i stopped walking and stared at my ex until he got the message to stop and walk the other way with me. My ex then started explaining his situation to me but I don’t remember that part.
Any help interpreting would be greatly appreciate☺️