
After He Chose Her I Chose Myself
Chapter 1
On Thanksgiving, I slaved over a feast, eagerly awaiting Edward's return. But he barely glanced at the spread, heading straight for his luggage. "I won't be spending Thanksgiving with you this year," he stated coolly.
I stayed quiet, picking at the pulled pork on my plate.
At midnight, Ruby, his ex, posted a photo on Instagram. She was glowing, perched on Edward's back, a full moon gleaming through the window behind them. Her caption: "Toasting the moon, two shadows merge."
I didn’t bombard with questions as I might have before; instead, I simply hit 'like' on the post.
Edward called, sounding uneasy. "Don’t overthink it. I promise next Thanksgiving we’ll spend together…"
I paused, then chuckled softly without responding.
Next time?
Oh, Edward.
There won’t be a next time.
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When Edward came back, Thanksgiving was long gone. I used to wait for him in our garden, but not anymore.
He texted, "Where are you?"
I was finishing lunch and casually replied, "Just eating at home."
Edward walked in, dragging his suitcase. As he changed his shoes, he said, "I’m starving. Whip me up some pasta and a soft-boiled egg."
In the past, I’d rush to the kitchen without hesitation, but this time I coolly responded, "I’ve eaten. You should order takeout."
Edward shot me a displeased look but swallowed his annoyance. "I know you’re still upset about Thanksgiving, but can we drop it for now? I’m really hungry."
I met his gaze and smiled faintly, "I’m not upset."
He didn’t buy it. "Ruby was alone in New York, and it just happened to be Thanksgiving. I was just being a good host."
I replied calmly, "I know."
Edward searched my eyes, trying to decipher my thoughts, then looked down, suppressing his frustration. "Does this really have to be such a big deal? I’m exhausted and not in the mood for a fight. Can you just be reasonable?"
Meeting his gaze, I patiently explained, "I’m not fighting. Are you done? I need to do the dishes."
Edward stood silently for a moment, then pulled a necklace from his pocket and handed it to me. "A gift," he said simply.
The necklace lacked packaging, a sharp contrast to the beautifully wrapped one Ruby flaunted on Instagram. I didn’t show any excitement, just politely said, "Thank you."
That was it.
Edward's eyes flashed with irritation, and he asked sharply, "Is that all?"
I replied serenely, "That’s all."
His expression darkened as he extended his hand expectantly, "And mine?"
It was then I remembered and apologized, "Sorry, I forgot. I’ll send you a gift card. Buy whatever you like."
I grabbed my phone and sent him a $30 gift card. Edward's eyes widened in disbelief, as if stunned I could forget. After all, I cherished traditions, and exchanging holiday gifts was our custom. Over the years, I upheld this tradition, always delighting Edward with presents, even when he occasionally forgot to reciprocate.
The air grew uncomfortably silent. I went to the closet to change and headed for the door.
Edward called out urgently, "Where are you going?"
I answered with calm indifference, "Meeting a friend."
I closed the door behind me, ignoring his calls.
Being with Edward, his disapproval of my social life led me to decline invitations, and my friends saw me as dull. They knew I was tightly controlled at home, so they stopped inviting me.
Now, I finally get to enjoy a lively gathering with my friends.