Random crashes??
I don’t have cfs, afaik. I just have been trying to find out for years why I seemingly have no energy to do the things other people do, most of the time I can’t cook for myself. I can shower and wash my hair only twice a week and no more, sometimes only once. Everyday I come home from work and can’t do anything but go to bed or sit down. Is life just exhausting? I can’t have any hobbies except playing video games every once in a while. I want to go out more, but only manage once a week to be outside, except for work. I have a girlfriend who lives with me and she can help me sometimes but oftentimes I help her. Now summer is coming and hay fever will drain me even more. Feels like I’m stuck here, just gaining energy slowly to do the most basic things and anything more will drain me completely. I have good days and bad days. So much cleaning needs to be done in the house too. It’s just too much… how do you cope with seeing people do things and have energy to exist?