[Story] [M25]
Minsan gusto ko ng FUBU for safety and familiarity, I'm M25. Wala pa akong experience, and I believe people around me think that I am innocent kind of a person, but they are wrong.
I don't know if I would consider myself bi or gay talaga, growing up, iba ako sa mga lalaki around me, not into sports and most of my closed friends are girls. Should I say I'm discreet? And I think my family knows what I'm truly am, especially my mom.
I have a lot of sexual fantasies, gusto ko maka experience with a girl (just for the experience lol) but I am more into experiencing it with a boy, to suck and get sucked and to fuck and get fucked (though I am not gifted down there so I might be a bot nalang hahaha). Na try ko gumamit ng g.app before, meron nga time na almost na kami magmeet and do the deed but I cancelled dahil I think hindi pa ako ready and takot ako hahaha. So I enjoyed doing it myself nalang pero ang hirap pag wala kang own room hahaha. I even had a jerk bud before, but we've lost communication na hahaha.
Anyway, yun lang naman. Na share ko lang. I just sometimes wonder if my friends or colleagues think of me as innocent guy kasi pag napunta ang usapan sa girls or any sexual tahimik lang ako but deep inside I have my desires that no one knows. I even watched videos on ✖️ kahit sa office🙈 Kailan kaya ako maka experience? Hahahaha