Psychotic episode?
A while back I had taken about 2.5 grams of what I hadn’t realized were a more potent strain (red boys?) , and had way too intense of a time.
A handful of issues set me up for a bad trip such as my other friend tripping scared me because he laughed for 20 minutes until his ribs hurt, or my trip sitters ignoring me.
Eventually I had gotten overwhelmed, and in the state I was in I just wanted to sleep it off. I somehow managed to fall asleep quite quickly, although most of the night is blurry. Eventually around 3-4 hours later, I woke up and what I assume was a psychotic episode occurred.
I am not sure why this happened nor do I remember much, but I had taken my glasses off of my night stand and ripped them in half. I threw them across the room, threw a trash can across the room and tore down decorations off my wall. The entire time I had apparently not said a single word or had any sort of reaction on my face. I remember thinking that nothing was real and none of this mattered, but didn’t have a reason for doing any of this. I also remember thinking time wasn’t linear and I could just shift to other times. Eventually I was held in a headlock and told to go back to bed, which I woke up another 3 hours later fully aware now.
My main question is, was this really a psychotic episode? I am still highly uncomfortable of the thought of being that out of control. Did sleeping at the peak of my trip cause this/if I powered through would this have been avoidable?
TLDR: Accidentally took too much, tried to sleep it off after getting overwhelmed. I woke up in a delirious state and ripped my glasses in half. Was this a psychotic episode?