Feels like my seizures are fake
Ok so today I just like was feeling really insanely stressed I was in the toilet pacing and lowk lost my shit I came back to my room and I started going grabbing my hair and then started the slurring and the hand jerking all while I can see what’s happening.. is this like normal? Every time this happens it feels like I’m faking it i genuinely can’t tell if these are really seizures or I’m faking it somehow someway FYI I’m a 17 yr old female currently doing diploma. I’m lowk feeling really stressed lately. I have persistent depression disorder but usually I can function normally on the outside while at home the dread really hits me, I don’t take any pills but my depression does get worse sometimes to the point where all id do is lay in bed without doing anything. Lately I’ve been having a LOT of rls problems like rly bad.. and idk who to go to for help or anyth and my mind I just feel like I’m loosing it