First time here!
I’ve been keeping tabs on my dreams the last few months since I’m dreaming more often. They’ve been good. Feelings of sureness and not worrying when things go wrong. It’s actually been helping me find more confidence in work and life by understanding my subconscious thoughts.
Well last night I had one that was different. It wasn’t a feeling of confidence but more of a worry or dread. I was in a house that seemed familiar but couldn’t exactly place why or how. I got it for my family. I have a young son (16 months) and wife. The house was in ok shape but I go out of a door through the kitchen and there’s steps leading down and they’re rotted and hanging on by a thread. So I had a feeling of worry. I pushed them gently and they collapsed. I felt this guilt of what if that was my son who stumbled on them. I went back to them in a sort of controlled panic. Telling them “DONT LET HIM GO OUT OF THAT DOOR” and explained the stairs. Then we go outside and look at the house and I somehow knew that the house was in shambles before letting us move in. I knew there was years of water damage but took the chance of still bringing them in there and it brought even more guilt and almost shame like how could I do that and put them in danger.
I have no idea how to interpret this one in the slightest. Anyone got any ideas?