Childhood recurring dream
I can't be certain on the time, best I can say is from about 5 or 6 years old to 9 or 10 years old. Ranging from once every couple months to a couple times a month. Peak activity being 7-8 years old while enrolled in G.A.T.E. in 1991 Where I did listen to the Hemi-sync tapes and used zener cards. I requested to be removed from GATE because I felt disturbed, was crying a lot.
It is a two part dream but I feel like it was part of a longer sequence I just can't recall the begining. Maybe I was lost, or in a maze like structure. I end up alone on one end of a vastly large, empty room the size of a large warehouse or airplane hanger. I feel like it is likely underground, concrete walls or something
On the other end of that space is a black floating spiky ball about a foot in diameter with very sharp spikes a foot in every direction. Best described as a 3 foot wide Blacker than black Crowned Sea urchin. It's as if it is a roaming sentry drone or something more akin to a black hole or a dark spirit eminating sheer terror. At this point I am terrified because I already know what comes next. Once this figure sences my presence, the room shrinks in an instant to the size of a 4' x 4' room leaving just enough room for the thing and I, with me in the corner (like elen ripley face to face with the xenomorph) scared, deathly afraid, I have never been more scared of anything than being in that space with that thing but in the dream i know this means it's almost over. Looking back now it was like I was caught being somewhere I was not supossed to be, I was being escorted out and this was the elevator ride to the surface. But I had to wait and that wait was the scariest part. (As I got older I started to learn to wake from the fear to end the dream early here or even before the room shrank.)
Suddenly, the thing is gone. I am outside, it is night. There may or not be giant flood lights. I remember looking down on maybe a large fenced in or walled in area like a penned in rock quarry (I saw another post about a grid pattern and a growing orb, now I can't unsee the grid pattern and question if it really was a fence, may just be cross contamination.) Inside I remember giants, possibly stone giants struggling to pick up sewing needles from a hay stack as the needles were too small for their fingers to grasp yet they persisted attempts. Next to them were little tinkerbell like ferries, picking up and hucking (throwing) giant stone boulders. These were both prisoners in a labor camp doing work it seemed the other should obviously be doing. I am outside the fence observing, unaware if I am free to go or if I need to join them. I wake up in pee.