I don't actually have much to say, for I think a whole year I've been very interested in the Bona Dea and everything I can find around her (though I don't try to research too much into what happened in her cult out of respect) but yeah I wonder if I can worship her as a non binary person who is mostly masc presenting
I desperately need help to protect myself/calm my mother, she has been pressuring me to find s job (she doesn't believe me when I say I haven't been successful + brushing off my request for her to help me) and often minimises my feelings and makes everything about her and how my actions effect her and I'm trying to manipulate her (I ADHD and severe anxiety) I've tried talking with her and finding solutions but she always ends up ignoring them eventually so I need help with a spell that helps me be infected by her and also maybe make her stop.
Also I am already pagan and have experience with spell work but I genuinely can come up with one thing or find something for my situation, someone please HELP.