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Do you think Joey would go back living with Chandler after his massive “in design” apartment if he wouldn’t get fired from days of our lives? I always thought of that as a sure thing, but now when rewatching for a thousandth time I started to think - that might have not happened if it wasn’t for the fact he lost his job and couldn’t afford it anymore. On the other hand Eddie being crazy also played a role in this situation. So I feel kinda puzzled. It seems screenwriters made this reunion inevitable for both of them but from the outside circumstances - I think I might have wanted it to be their inner decisions

The thing is - I have had all kinds of insomnia for very long years already. And I cannot understand when somebody tells me - “just go to sleep” or just “lay there not doing anything and you’ll eventually be asleep”. First of all - that doesn’t work, every time I try to get some sleep I just spiral down into more awake thinking, second - I don’t even think that I WANT to sleep. So I’ve been struggling with this stuff for years and sometimes I just think if this all is a simulation and if there is a “player” of some sort on the outside - this player must be very kinda unhappy with all the things going on cos he desperately wants to spend time here - in this reality.

I know that being awake and asleep is only one of many theories of simulation, but kinda think that that might be the truth of what’s going on - sort of when you’re awake here - you’re in a simulation, when you’re asleep - maybe you’re in reality.

If that is so then maybe the reality for me is kinda shitty - which is why I desperately do not want to go there. I don’t know. Does any of you feel something at least close to this?