u/GegesHiddenAsspull

I have been a Megumi hater since I joined this subreddit. Even my most upvoted post is about rereading the whole manga just to hate on him. At that time in the real world, I was a hoper. I loved the word hope and knew I was doing something wrong that I hated on a fictional character on Reddit. But I just ignored it. I justified it by saying he’s just a fictional character even though there was a time I was just like him. I know I changed and become way better than I thought I could be.. but why was I clowning on a guy who could’ve been me? For fun? Hell yeah! But I just kept doing it for the sake of the 1 second of fun I get to enjoy. At that time I was doing really good in real life but now I can’t feel the hope I used to feel. Isn’t life supposed to be enjoyable? Didn’t I enjoy life? What changed me in the first place? When I was getting out of depression and started to steadily improve in life I couldn’t be more happy. I didn’t feel like I deserved it but I knew I had to prove I deserved it. Even if Megumi is a potential man or something we haters said, I want to give him a chance. Even if he died, I want to keep his legacy of not who he could’ve been but for who he was.