Do we have to come back here?
Pretty much sums it up…i love my life. I love who i am, i love my husband, i love my few good friends, i love the beauty of the earth and the galaxy and i feel i am deeply at peace. I see a lot of stuff about reincarnation, but i do wish i could be with my husband forever, but i just cannot rationalize religious bureaucratic dogmatic concepts like heaven and hell or the mormon universe king and queen weird stuff like that…maybe im following a wrong train of thought here. I enjoy being alive, but in late stage capitalism as an autistic person it’s sometimes hard to handle industrialist manmade horrors. I wish to be with the universe in peace but i guess i dont know what that looks like. I suppose i’ve got the rest of my life to come to terms with that reality though, but i was interested to hear some different perspectives!