i’m addicted to sending nudes to strangers online
i have always had issues with my sexuality and body and i guess one of the ways that ended up manifesting is that for the past few years i’ve been posting and sending nudes to people online, usually seeking degrading attention. the scarier or meaner they are the more i enjoy it. i’ve done this with probably 1000+ people. i’m worried about one of these people finding my personal information or someone i know finding out but it hasn’t happened yet so maybe i’m safe. i haven’t included my face in any but sometimes i’m tempted to include identifying information because it’s more thrilling that way. i feel gross about it and it feels like it’s at odds with who i “really am” or am i just denying myself? tbh i hate that i do this but that sounds pathetic since it’s my own choice