u/Glad_Bad752

Hi, I’m the inner circle (blue), and she’s the outer circle (orange). Ever since I first saw her, I felt something strange, something intense. I wanted her to notice me so badly, to know I existed, and I don’t even know why.

When we started talking, I felt so many things at once. I wanted to protect her, care for her, understand her. But she gives me really mixed signals. Sometimes everything between us feels perfect and natural, and then suddenly she disappears. She says the sweetest things to me, but then pulls away again.

I don’t understand why I can’t let go of her. Am I the only one feeling this connection? Am I losing my mind? Or am I just imagining all of this?

I’m a 24F and I’ve dated people who openly told me they liked me. We get along really well, conversations flow naturally, and there’s definitely chemistry, but somehow nothing ever turns into something serious.

I don’t consider myself unattractive or overly shy. I have good self-esteem, I’m confident in myself, and I’m much more communicative now than I used to be. I’m genuinely open to relationships too.

But I keep ending up in the same situation: flirting, talking for a while, going out, getting emotionally close… and then nothing. It never fully develops into an actual relationship.

At this point I’m starting to wonder if there’s something about me that intimidates people or pushes them away somehow. Is there anything in my birth chart that could explain this pattern?