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I feel so shit man! I got 89%.

I gave my best this time. I studied fcking harder than ever compared to 10th. All i wanted was my % to just anyhow touch the 90s group, even 90% would have brought a smile on my face but instead im crying now. My parents are happy but i can tell my father sounded a bit off wven then. Like even he expected a bit more but...

Cuz my father said im lying when i said my 89% but then realised im not kidding....

I feel shit. All those all nighters, prayers, hopes for nothing! Just 1% feels like a loss of 100% hardwork!!

And i have no more energy or will left for cuet anymore, its in a week. I feel demotivated...if all i did didn't even let me get 1% extra then how should i stay motivated for cuet?

Idk, im not sure. I may be wrong but i wanna say this anyway.

Abhi tak cuet eng mein jitne log reddit pe hai, mere dost irl ke, sabka sunke merko ye chiz notice hua ki shift 1 mein jinke english paper hai, unke vocabs thore decent/easy level aa rahe hai. Aur shift 2 ke vocabs thore tricky. Mere dosto ne jinhone diya unse maine words mange, reddit pe users ke dekhe. Merko shift 1 ke sare vocabs ate hai 11 may ke bhi and 12 may ke bhi. Shift 2 ke kuch kuch words aa rahe the merko again but kuch kuch new lage, like pyqs se bhi nhi aya hua words ho wo.

Is it just me? Anyone of you also think the same?

I've given so mocks and i came to the conclusion that im scoring almost full marks in logical reasoning and gk, and current affairs but fucking up in quants. I have been doing quants from Cuet adda by amit sir. I'm able to do questions after his vids, im able to do mocks but the moment the words are twisted in a word problem question, im messing up the whole thing. Im not able to pick up much marks from quants atp. I was always weak in maths even in 10th class. Maths was never my subject. I took arts cuz i wanna go in professor field in future with an arts subject. My school didn't even offered basic maths in our stream. 3 years since i left maths after 10th, didn't need to solve a single equation in final high school years. How the fuck am i supposed to suddenly catch up to old formulas and equations?! Bohot koi bolega ki basic maths hi toh ata hai GAT mein. Ha bhai, par kafi log hote hai jinka maths basic bhi marwa jata hai kyuki practice choot jata hai pura 2-3 saal. Brain suddenly pro nahi banta basic chiz mein bhi again. What do i do chat? 🥀 don't tell me im cooked, ik im cooked. But i have my language and GAT after 20 may so i still have some days in hands.

I'm thinking to not go for core hard concepts atp for GAT. Like just doing moderate level questions more for each GAT quant (which im good at cuz in mocks moderate level questions im able to do)

Genuinely advice me and help 🥀