Help with the consistency during prep. The concern lies in the consistency for real I took a drop year for the exam giving boards few months ago scoring 90% . As per situation I think I ruin the time of months of work just in vain . The sudden panic during clat day just led me to uncertainty now .
As start with after board exam completed .I thought I will start tomorrow which quite cost months with blink . It is quite really frustrating when you know it's surely you are ruining for upcoming but tend to do nothing. While claiming not having distraction, I still got distracted even with youtube.i don't have any socials to relay upon neither have Friends. It's not I don't get chance to make just not the intellect to carry forward. As possession of my intellect watching sherlock and characters like ayanokoji does represent the Idea of an author to potrait their ideas with exaggeration to world . Yet it deeply influenced some people to carry forward their ideas to part of identity with no socializing the people tend to be influenced in fantasy. The problem is the mind itself, to be seen things rather then doing certain like just study but doesn't seem to be stopped. yep I tend to watch movies of all sort but now it's feels like acquired the certain portions of chemical reactions which lead my distraction more consuming then study of its half . This feeling of action repeating I felt feared to be result in unwanted conclusion I end up with . Well, writing this is also feels uncertainty but I will try this too. Give your opinions as reader upon situation.