u/GloomyParticular8990

Sometimes i feel like i am so strange for this, but i have a morbid fascination with 9/11…i don’t find any pleasure from this tragedy, it saddens me deeply (like most people). But i cannot stop watching every video i find on it. I don’t even look it up on YouTube anymore, it’s just on my recommended page. The calls on the planes, calls from the towers, all news footage of that day, all media coverage, bystander videos. Anything i can find. This happened months ago too and then i stopped, not purposely, just moved on from it. Now I have been this way for like 2 weeks. I am a very empathetic person so I put myself in the victims’ shoes which is hard. Idk. Just curious if anyone else has this obsession.