I recently started hitting the MCP like it was crack cocaine, here is the results lol.
Took some nice snaps with some of the terrain I have and thought you all might enjoy nerding over some minis.
If anyone wants to follow me on insta it's eightballsminis. Still got a lot more to finish and get photo worthy but this is roughly my prime cuts lol.
I love how onslaught is about near enough the same size as a 2 story building lol.
I'm fed up with crap doctors. I have ONE good one at my local surgery, but even when I book him sometimes they still give me a different doctor.
My recent experience when not seeing my usual doc was absolutely terrible. Wait til you hear this.
I went in, complaining of pain. Very, very serious pain. My eyes are failing and losing sight. Pain all over, very serious pain. Not coping, unable to sleep anymore. But apparently because I forgot a piece of paper with my blood pressure results on (my mrs rushed me out the door), this "Dr" Khan, was unwilling to entertain or test or treat any of my symptoms. He just wouldn't do it. I told him, I can verbalise the blood pressure results. Give me a pen, i'll write them down for you again. Shit, the average of them in my head is probably even more accurate than the paper would be, because I took more tests than was required for the paper, my own average is MORE accurate. No, not good enough. I'm a liar apparently and might possibly get it wrong. I mean, it's an average ffs how accurate does it need to be?! You don't need a doctorate to perform an average of some numbers.
FML, I needed help so desperately and this was why he wouldn't help me. Wanted to do nothing, send me away and come back another time with some numbers that don't even really matter. Meanwhile he himself got blood pressure readings of 164/108 when he checked himself as did the previous doctor who checked. Like why would he think i'm lying? Wtf is wrong with him? It's not even my only problem.
I wouldn't leave without treatment. I refused. This "Dr" pushed the panic button because his ego was too fragile to cope with being disagreed with and because I didn't want to leave without getting some kind of help. I called him a shit doctor on the way out the door and got a formal warning on my record for it. No violence, all I did was call him a shit doctor.
Next week after getting my usual doctor, finally and after a lot of complaining, he runs some tests like the first doctor should have and found out i'm about to die. My blood sugar blood test came back way off the charts, should be like 40 but it was over 90, putting serious and major strain on all my organs and heart, it was basically a medical emergency. I could have died, or had heart attack or organ failure.
I really don't understand how this first doctor can treat people this way. I was desperate, in tears, begging him for help, refusing to not take any help. I was in too much pain, no wonder, I was near death. I'll be lucky if my eyes ever return to normal or if I haven't got serious organ damage or heart damage.
So i'm really not happy, I got a formal warning on my record for trying to stand up for myself to get some treatment while nearly dying. I wasn't even wrong, he clearly was a shit doctor, he nearly let me die. Do you think I deserve a formal warning for this?
I think part of the problem is due to the fibromyalgia, that i'm very, very used to coping with pain. I can put on a brave face when interacting with people and can function even while in debilitating pain. Doctors just don't believe me when I say how bad I am, because I don't "look" that bad, right? I honestly feel fully justified in calling him shit at this point, he WAS shit. There is no way in a million years I will apologise to him, he nearly let me die. Wouldn't even give me a blood test, nothing, wanted to do literally nothing because of a piece of paper.
I'm just fed up and really needed a moan about all this. On the plus side the doc I do get on with gave me pregabalin lately and that seems to be helping with the nerve pain though i'm worried i'll get addicted to it.
Edit: I should add, not all doctors are shit. My usual doctor is fine, I get on well with him even. But goddamn, you gotta go through like 80% of them to find the 20% good ones. Also the good doc confirmed this piece of paper the other doc got so hung up on and refusing treatment over was absolute nonsense and never should have happened.
Edit2: I should also add, I do have fibro lol. This is all in addition to my normal fibro problems, lol. That's been well documented by docs for a long time now and probably makes them even less likely to believe me about serious complications and pains because they just dismiss it as "oh you have fibro".