u/GracexLuxx

Where can i find wigs for a small/mini pullip? Im new to customizing 😭

So im actually not hard of hearing. Maybe a bit in my right here. But thats not the point. I wanted to make this post because ive been suffering in literal silence. I was born two months early at 4 lbs with asthma. Nicu 'fish tank" baby for sure. I was always using my nebulizer and had 2 major asthma attacks that changed my life. I was severely abused and i smoke marijuana medically to cope with my severe ptsd. I unfortunately have found within my job, where i do often check out guests, i run into a lot of people that are hard of hearing. Some ask me to raise my voice, i unfortunately can not without extreme pain that lasts for week in my throat, and my lungs just dont have the capacity or ability to push that air through to make a loud enough sound. Honestly even non hard of hearing people arent able to hear me and im asked to repeat myself so much sometimes i cant even do that. I literally have tried to be accommodating but from that ive actually lost my voice to for weeks, and find it harder to breathe the next day. This of course leads to a lot of poor interactions, particularly with those hard of hearing. I understand you and i so badly want you to be able to hear me, too. :(

(also yes ive been working with doctors on this for years, no improvements. My voice seems to get harder to use if anything)