uzbek girl with attitude
i’m 22uzbek female. why it’s so hard being girl in our country. i just broke up with my boyfriend two months ago because of my bad behavior and attitude(he thinks so). when his family asked about me from my mahalla they talked about me like mean, hostile, never shows respect for others, doesn’t have any good behavior. but i know myself it’s not me. i was always more energetic, emotional than others and never hide my thoughts. everyone loves to remind me that “u should stay calm. don’t talk to much, don’t laugh to much,try to say xop for everything, don’t discuss just say xop”.
i don't feel sorry for my ex, but how can people say that about someone they've only met on the street a couple of times in their life but never even spoken to?why should i stay calm and muted. why should i hide my emotions, expressions, thoughts, reactions.
why should i keep to act like a cool girl. i’m living my fcking early twenties and of course i want to shout, dance, cry, laugh, fight and find.
what a fuck is wrong with that dumb as* fuc*ing people.
aaaalllwayysss like as always they try to prove themselves to me that i am in the wrong way.
how did you know that is it ur second life in this world. shut a fuch up son of b(it’s for my ex). again i made sure some people think with their di*k in our place. ooo my goood. that’s why i keep hiding myself from people. mthrfckr.