u/Greenmaggots

Got these earrings for our knight and shinning armor Oliver tree, hell yeah. 👍 ⚔️💘

It fucking hurts knowing this man will never have wrinkles. Frozen in a time where eventually we’ll all be drifting farther and farther away from. Oliver will never get the chance to have a wife and children like he’s said he’d wanted in the near future. He’ll never be a husband, a father, nor a grandfather. It fucking sucks he’s been stripped away from these opportunities which he 100% deserves like the rest of us. All the what if’s my head wanders around. We’ll never see him blossom even more than he already was, never getting to create more of his art beyond the year of his death, no more of him being his dumbass self. As we get older he stays the same, which scares me. There’s a little comfort in me though, knowing he was always his complete 100% self without shame.

Please do not be discouraged by the arts whether that’s drawing, acting, filming, baking, singing, playing an instrument, writing poetry, crocheting, etc. if you’re “not good” at it. It’s stupid. I’ve learned to stop putting myself down before even trying something new because it’s too “hard” “too much work” “not for me” but that’s the thrill of a new craft, is that you can get better each time you pick up that pencil. Art isn’t meant to be perfect, remember that. There will always be criticism, but if you know yourself and you find joy in creating be proud of your creation. Getting out of your comfort zone is definitely not easy, but it’s so worth it when you realize it’s not so bad.

Missing our boy Oliver Tree a lot. Time will heal they say. But really we’re left with a scab to pick and bleed. Looking at so many pictures of Oliver so happy and full of life not knowing his end is near is so heartbreaking. A good thing that has happened since is passing is a motivation to be more in tune with my creative side. And I’m deeply grateful, doing more art makes me feel alive. I know Oliver would tell us to get our heads out of our asses and stop wailing and get out live life! But obviously it’s better said than done. Although I will try my best and live through his motto. Oliver, you were one hell of a son of a bitch. 😭

Made this for OT. 💘
ain’t missin you is a lie I tell myself everyday.

Oliver tree the person you were.

We’ll never forget your dumbass. 😭

Happy Birthday Oliver! Wish you were here for your 33rd bd but I know you would’ve been capitalizing off of your death if you could. We love you!💘 and we won’t ever forget you or your impact to this world! Rock on in heaven cause I know you are! 🎸