I hit 20 last month, my NEET exam is on the 3rd of May, I have been preparing for this exam for the last 3 years, 11th, 12th + a drop year. I went on a rat race for 3 years to clear a 3hr exam, cutting myself off from everything that I like, I love, just kept grinding, but it never seems enough. Now when the exam is just days away i cant sleep, no matter how hard i try, my heart beats so fast that with would burst out any moment, even under the fan I am always full of sweat, but I cant tell this to my parents, and when they ask me, "beta is bar ho jayega na", that breaks me from inside, i want to cry out so loud but my tears don't come out in front of them. tbh i don't know kya hoga. I can't see anything beyond this. Even though I like biology and want to be a doctor, the competition is just too much for me...I can't
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I hit 20 last month, my NEET exam is on the 3rd of May, I have been preparing for this exam for the last 3 years, 11th, 12th + a drop year. I went on a rat race for 3 years to clear a 3hr exam, cutting myself off from everything that I like, I love, just kept grinding, but it never seems enough. Now when the exam is just days away i cant sleep, no matter how hard i try, my heart beats so fast that with would burst out any moment, even under the fan I am always full of sweat, but I cant tell this to my parents, and when they ask me, "beta is bar ho jayega na", that breaks me from inside, i want to cry out so loud but my tears don't come out in front of them. tbh i don't know kya hoga. I can't see anything beyond this. Even though I like biology and want to be a doctor, the competition is just too much for me...I can't