can't even crack kiit
started jee prep a year ago as a dropper honestly i don't think i was passionate aboit this but since i opted for pcm because i liked maths in the past so went with the flow but things didn't work out for me i realised i was an avg student who gave up too easily gave all the pvt exams and fvcked up all of them comedk not getting anything dcent in top 15,manipal only muj and some lower branches in main campus,i thought i wouln;t need to appear for kiit today was my second shift i relied on 12th mainly my entire paper was filled with 11th and i fvcked up big time i have no other colleges barely attemped 25 could have gotten something in phase 1 idk man i sucked so bad at pcm my basics are so bad why did i even choose this and i am burn out now there's no hope for me my parents are so stressed they had so much expectations since i have always performed well in the past can't even crack tier 4 colleges og life is just humbling me i wishes i never took a drop and went through some managemnt quota last year but now i feel guilty