I guess this does really work
Hey, (english is not my main language so excuse any errors)
So i was always skeptical about affirmations and subliminals. But i listened to one just because i had time, see if something happened. It was about being fetishized and lusted for, since i've felt so asexual all my life.
The day after, i buy something at the store. The cashier girl stares at me for like more than 5 seconds like she was hypnotized or smth and when she gives me the change, she squeezes my hand. I was like okk didn't expect that.
Next week i had a date with a girl friend, we're just friends but for some reason i listened to the same subliminal before meeting her. We went to a rock themed bar/cafe, she brought some friends over and all of a sudden i finally didn't felt asexual, like... two of her friends were openly interested in me, touching my hair, talking too close, asked to dance, and my girl friend was clearly jealous, so i felt bad and cut it right there because it got kind of overwhelming lol. I agreed to date one of her friends though.
Atp i was like damn maybe this does work. I saw a post here about Michael Jackson's possitive affirmations, so i tried it myself, writing about being brave, strong, confident, attractive, a magnet for miracles, etc...
Literally yesterday, a girl that lives in the same street as me and is drop dead gorgeous, sees me pass by and asks her friends to ask for my Instagram, i'm like WHATT, that's literally a miracle, i always saw her from afar, feeling like i wasn't worth even looking her way and she's interested in me, feeling shy around me?
So it's been a week and i'm already dating for the first time in my life at the age of 19, two girls. Maybe it was a massive coincidence? the universe? idk, maybe it's not that deep.
And like, yeah, i'm not ugly, i'm fairly good looking but i've always been extremely shy, introverted and i'm autistic so i guess girls never really wanted to break through that wall or thought i was weird, but this made them finally approach me ig. I've never been more confident in my life and i feel like these positive affirmations have helped! I'm slowly beginning to feel like i'm worth being loved!
ty for reading and any advice would be appreciated, since i'm a noobie.