What do I do if I’ve been in my job for a year and still don’t know what I’m supposed to do?
I’ve been in IT/security for maybe 5 ish years. I started a new job a little over a year ago and still have no idea what my job actually is. I have a few critical recurring tasks that maybe take 4-10 hours of work a month. That’s it. I keep getting told I need to be a self starter and really “own the role”. But I don’t even know what the role is. I’ve never faced such a blind spot before. I’ve been able to do well in startups because it’s easy to see what work needs to be done and just kinda dictate what’s gonna be done. But here, it’s more established and any time I try something, I’m met with either no response, it falls off, or it’s a surprisingly difficult thing to get people onboard for.
We recently got a new hire and I was for some reason tasked with her onboarding? I had no idea we hired anyone, no idea what her role was. Never even saw the job description. And the IT manager just handed her over and expected me to teach her the job. It was rough because I had to ask her what her title was and what she was hired to do. And I debriefed with the manager and he apparently wants her to do something completely outside what they hired her for. And I don’t work with anything that has to do with that. And now almost every day she asks me what she can do. And I’m like ??? I don’t even know what I’M supposed to do.
But I fear it’s a little too late to ask for direction. I mean I’ve tried before but I always get really small tasks or general “just own it” directions.
Has anyone had a job like this? Part of me isn’t complaining because there’s so little work. But the other part constantly feels like I’m going to get fired because I can’t seem to come up with anything that shows ownership. Such a deer in headlights here.