I lied about my grades for 3 years
Hello, guys this is my first time doing this so hopefully some people can reach out and help me out because I really need it.
I am a 17 year old in Grade 12 of highschool. In grade 9 I took nothing serious and did not care about school at all. I had horrible grades in all my classes and my parents were ofc super mad as they should be. There was this one certain class that I was about to fail (grade 9 math) and my teacher would call home every month telling her my horrible marks(20-40%). I watched my parents get super emotional over my grades and it did something to me. I ended up passing the class and promised I would make my parents proud.
As grade 10 started I had really good grades (high 80s) even I was surprised I didnt know how, and then I started slacking again my grades dipped and I was back to getting 55-70% and then I came up with the plan to make a fake report card. I logged into my parents email and blocked my school and teachers email and made a fake one to send the report card through. My parents beleived and thought they had finally had a 3rd smart son (im the youngest).
Knowing I can keep doing this I thought that I didnt have to try in school and just get away with this until Uni. Grade 11 came around and I had no friends at all so I decided to stop going to class and just barley pass. ( I was too scared to jus sit in the library by myself). I did horrible in classes bascally 50-60% in all my classes exepct a few online ones. Still was making fake emails saying im doing good.
Grade 12 is where everything changed. I knew uni was coming and I knew I had to lock in. I had decent grades in my classes but also a 65 in Biology. I wanted to do kineisiology. I got accpted into the Uni I wanted to go to in Novemeber and then I got too comfy again. I stopped caring and was making fake report cards still showing my grades as really good. Until second semester I took this online physics class for no reason and kept getting caught using AI on the work. The teacher kept asking to meet up with him but I wasnt brave enough I guess, so i just ignored it. When midterms came around the teacher emailed my parents. They read it all and were shocked to hear I was failing his online class. I quickly deleted the email and resent a fake one saying sorry wrong student etc. My parents bought it but my dad still called the number in the orignal email saying this has been happening since grade 10 where his reports randomly dissapear. The teacher got to the bottom of it and long story short my parents know everything now.
My Mom was so shocked she can't look at me the same anymore. She was the only one who used to "back me up" about everything and anything, I was her golden boy and seeing her find out CRUSHED me. My Dad had always suspected all along he always called me a "liar" and he is right I am. Now my Dad said hes not going to send me to Uni and If I do want to go somewhere its going to be college and I have to pay for it. Theres 50 days left of highschool my grades are 88 chem, 90 advanced functions, 65 Bio, 74 english FINAL, and 60 in an elective and 42 in physics MIDTERM. I know I can get my grades back up but I dont know if I can get my parents back to me. I dont know what to do at all and I need help I guess. So now what... what do i do? please reach out.