Help in bad days
Is anybody else ki7es bila vrmt lwqt tbdlat ? Kulshi wla haqed ka3i for nothing.. yes kinin bzf mashakel but sometimes we just dont feel happy at all kandir shhal mn haja katejbni or i pretend anaha katejbni w kanhes brasi dghya meliit w mahmlthash most of the time kankun ka3ya, mbrzta ela ay haja i can tell anahu enoutrage kil3b dawr kbeeeer ms dima kanhawl nbdel rasi w mashi entourage w wakha nbdel frasi bzf hwayj makatkun hta result w seiba nbdel entourage diali..
its really hard for me to keep working or studying or anything lkhdma makanqdrsh ntwel fiha hit kinin shi ayam li vrmt kanbqa gher sada elia w dima bad thoughts 3qli maqadrsh ifkr fhwayj mzyanin jayin w dima kifkr lkhayb w cant forgot abt the past and theres other days li kankun fihum really energetic and productive wlkn ra tahuma kank3a fihum ela ay haja especially mn my family and idk if this is wrong but im always feeling that i dont fit in between them ( i have serious issues with them that i cant forget) and mamwlfahumsh w fash kanhawl nqreb lihum kidiru hwayj kikhliwni nb3d i tried for several times bash anabi nshreh lihum bash kanhes w shnu endi and they dont care and just lately lqit endi pcos which i believe most of girls have it wli kizid ikhlik mreda ktrrrr w stressed , ive never went to a psychiatrist and idk if i should
And u cant imagine the guilt u have when ure in a healthy relationship with a guy who loves life and ure mental health is destroyed tdima katbqay haza lhem w khayfa mn ur actions hit most of the time katkuni stressed out u khayfa mn abandonment..
Idk if im just overreacting however i know its just a phase w ghaduz but everytime time katkun had phase makanqdrsh nt7melha w kanakhd decisions li kandem elihum mn baed i wanna know how can i handle things fbhal had lwqt li kanhes fih haqa especially if u dont have friends thats anoooooother issue a big one
I really wanna know if theres anyone else who feels the same im sure there is