u/HappyCry3

Im looking to keep my intestine and comply with any rules I may need to. Wondering if anyone has done this before. Its being removed due to a defect that was ignored for 4 years. Thank you.

Ive been suffering mainly laying in bed for 4 years trying to get help. I finally read about the mri defacography and demanded it. based on whetever the motility specialist says I may need an illiostomy instead of a Colostomy Im here in an air bnb alone. Im technically homeless. im so weak and tired. I could really use a family to watch stupid videos with on YouTube. I cant focus much but I can at least hold conversations and im better at conversations through texts. I was told by my mom i will die in the gutter. I can barely clean up my mess and air bnb doesn't want me. i know people have their own lives and problems. I just feel really isolated and unloved. 😔

The thought of having the ostomy isnt the think that makes me the most afraid. its feeling sick like I do. I have a distorted pelvic floor and small intestinal function. everyone in my family called me crazy and threw me out. ive been sick for 4 years. bouncing around different places. I forget where i am everytime i wake up. im on disability. Can i at least get help after i get surgery. Will I be discharged to the streets after surgery?