After blowing 3 xfas that were up 2500 and should have been 3/5 days profit on 5/6 I blew a few combines over leveraging way too fast in a hast to get new xfas and get back to where I was out of emotion. Finally I think I am getting my edge back, wanted to pass on Monday but will get it done by wedenesday, this is currently just one but I think I wil add a couple more on Monday and get those done in 2 days ideall
After passing 3 combines I activated the same day may 1st and was up on day 1 757, next day 857, 3rd day 957 after first trade for around +2500 and 3/5 days til profit, and that last day I got greedy and tried to round up to 1000 like an idiot after being ready to lock out and have been on a total downward spiral since then 😩😞, I know what to do to pass and make profit etc, and that day has totally fucked me psychologically for now, just blew 4 more combines and the last one left I was down and didnt feel like there was anything coming on ES because I felt for me it was consolidating and untradeable. Because of the condition I decided to lock out til power hour and after what felt like every single well planned trade went against me today after first going in my direction ES seriously has the breakout id been waiting for all morning and Im locked out trying not to stress and that happens. Wtffff
2 days in a row massive slippage stopping me out, absolute bs
well blew 2 of 3 xfas, albeit I only had around a $500 buffer on the 2 and the 3rd was one of the DLL xfas so yesterday it has stopped and locked me out before the others. Started negative and came back and finished up 427 to secure 3/5 days profit, will start fresh tomorrow on 2nd xfa and hopefully take a payout and reactivate the 3rd xfa… Not really interested in trying to pass another combine when I know I can hit profits its just a matter of the discipline to lockout as today could have been 4 days of profit and up a total of 3021, but it is what it is. I know what I have to do moving forward and Ill continue to execute following my rules
Sometimes I feel so dumb with this shit, I started the day up 958 positive just thought I could get a little more and break 1000 for the day and of course the greed fucked me over, not sure wtf I was thinking, tilted so fucking hard and basically am back down to 0 after being up 1650 or so after Monday and today would have been up 2594 😩😩😩 FML
Another day of 150 profit in the books, staying patient and waiting for my entries, maybe could have pushed it a little more but no use in pushing it to end up losing and revenge trading, stacking my wins
Passed my xfas today before lunch time lull… wasnt gonna hit any trades because I was up 250, but watched PA at power hour and finished the day up 757, only 8 trades but because I scaled in, took my profits and locked out til Monday, LFG!!!!!
just passed 4 more combines, 3 in 2 days 1500 each day on 50k accounts and 1 I totally overshot and hit 3000 profit on the first day so had to make another 3k and did it today… Ready to make some profits on Monday lets goooo