The day I found the light, the day I found peace!
Hello I’m Jay, I’ve been in the light for 6 years now and I am at peace, yes I have bad days, yes I make mistakes. But I am happy, I am whole
Christian, Muslim, tomato, potato it’s all the same to me. The light is in everyone waiting to be found, your curiosity is your inner light wanting to be “fed”. I’ve been down many paths looking for what? Then, I had no idea. I’ve tried all the major religions, but I saw and heard the same thing. Hatred, anger, jealousy, greed. It was the same pattern over and over. New toilet same poop. I was a drug addict and I was in a very bad place emotionally, spiritually, physically, mentally all the ally’s you can name. I felt empty and hollow. But I had this dream and I woke up with this urge or feeling to look up luciferianism or Lucifer. I’d done the whole satanist deal so I was iffy. But I fell back into drugs and soon went to prison. In prison my first 2 weeks I was popping pills and drinking hooch. (Homemade alcohol) then I got that feeling again, it was early morning and I felt aware I would say. Right there and then I decided to give myself to a higher power, I knew I couldn’t do it on my own. So I did. Since then life has changed for me significantly. I’m not going to lie I have slid back a few times, relapsed. But still things are better I feel better I am better. I’ve been feeding my brain non stop, not just with lore, or occult but all things that matter or have use in life. I learned and grown so much. The only thing I’m having trouble getting used to is the people around me, family and stuff. You see they always said I needed to change to make myself better. I have! But now I see them and I see the same people, no change, nothing. But that’s okay, what I don’t like is that I realize and see now that they aren’t changing in fact they get worse, I see them how they really were, now I see… not all that glitters is gold!
AVE SANCTE LUCIFER