My most intense mushroom trip
A few days ago I decided to take 3g of some bluey Vuitton that I grew last year that I never really got to try. Around 3:30pm, I powdered my mushrooms in a coffee grinder, made a pbj&shroom sandwich and got down to business muscle my way through consuming it. About 25 minutes after finishing the sandwich I already began to feel fairly intense effects and knew I was in for a ride. I threw on the demon slayer movie and watched while laying down in bed as the come up leveled out and my anxiety ceased. It was also around this time I stopped paying any attention to the time and went back and forth watching the moving, looking out my sliding door, thinking of going for a walk, and zoning out admiring the beautiful open and closd eye visuals. At this point I hsd also noticed how intense my closed eyes visuals had become, intense yet still vague geometric patterns, strong reminiscent of dmt. I pause the movie and turned on my speaker to throw on my mushroom Playlist and vibe out. I was having a blast and went to go listen to music on my back porch and smoke a cigarette to help decide if I wanted to go walk, but the cigarette made me really wish I had some weed to smoke. I ran downstairs to see if I could hit a family members pen, and luckily they had some flower to give me. I was so happy I couldn't stop smiling and ran back to my room and grabbed my bong and grinder and loaded up a mook, ( a bong rip of weed and tobacco mixed together).i mananged to put on slingshot by henge without catching the time and went outside to smoke my bowl. Ive never had a problem smoking weed on mushrooms before, im a regular smoker and typically it would just slightly enhance my trip but this time was much different. I smoked my bowl in my little chair outside and got a good head rush from the nicotine and my trip enhanced slightly as I expected. I watched the trees while jamming to my music and still thinking about talking a walk, but less time had passed since I ate my sandwich than I thought and my peak had just begun. I started to trip much harder so went back inside to lay down and listen to music and watch my closed eye visuals. Upon closing my eyes I saw that the dull dmt visuals from early and now turned into full on dmt visuals of other worldly entities and was shocked that I was tripping this hard off of 3 grams. This was much harder than I had intended on tripping that evening and it shook me a bit but I was able to hold it together until I started to experience full on ego death. At this point I began seeing the entities with eyes open and the music became incredibly over stimulating and started to hurt my head. So I paused it and started watching the movie again. Then my led lights and the light from the sliding door began to cause a burning sensation behind my eyes, so I turned off the lights and closed the door but the sensation remained. At the same time I began to experience muscle spasms and muscle tension, rapid heart rate as well as rising body temperature to the point i had to lay there in just shorts with the sliding door open but covered to stay cool while shaking profusely trying to stay calm and watch the tv. I then became very afraid that I was going to have a seizure and took some benzos in order to prevent that and to hopefully dull the effects of my trip, mananged to get on my phone to set a timer and realized it had only been 2 hours . I sat with the propylene glycol solution under my tongue so it would work faster for about 15 minutes and began to feel the calming effects of the benzos but they failed to rid what I believe to be the feelings of a seizure begging. I then decided it was time to fully kill the trip and snort some trazodone. Moving to my counter made all the feelings more intense and I barley managed to crush the previously broken pill pieces and form them into sloppy lines and raise the tube to my nose to snort. As the lines in front of me got smaller the entities encompassing my vision began to dissappear in unison with the powder. A quarter of a 100mg pill snorted helped lessen the visuals but the intense ego death remained so I snorted another 25mg of trazodone and took 50mg orally and the trip finally began to end but the feeling of ego dissolution remained until after I slept for about 17 hours yesterday. I have no history of seizures and im not on any medication, Im curious if that feeling is experienced was actually the beginning of a seizure or not.