Sunday scaries on steroids
I just had the BEST, most needed 11 day vacation that was best combination of calming, fun and restorative. I even put in few recovery days at home in there so I could just relax at home before returning to work...
But now I literally have the worst Sunday scaries everrrr. I have not looked at my inbox once. I needed complete separation from my duties.
I tasked my coworkers to do it, but I still feel like I’m going to have several patients who are upset because I dared to take a vacation. I feel so so so much dread you guys.
I’m also dreading my annoying ass coworkers who talk to me non fucking stop about everything in their lives and have no boundaries when I have soooo much work to do constantly…
I’m also 14 weeks pregnant and I feel like I can’t get stressed because I’ll hurt the baby. I feel like I should just happy, but I’m mostly just spiraling about how I’m going to do this job while being uber pregnant and then a new, tired mom.
Ugh this is just a rant into the void and I’m looking for people who can relate… thanks