1st time, please be nice 🙂
I'm homeless and I'm married. I live in a huge metropolitan area inside of Missouri. My spouse and I have been homeless for 3 years. I was working in the cannabis industry making $16 an hour. I got behind on rent and was evicted. My husband works as a temporary agency contractor, meaning he picks the jobs he works when work is available. He's insubordinate and old. He's almost 50. He was working but got fired recently because he wouldn't work a full shift on his off day (he promised them 4 hours)
So we are living in my car now with no gas no food, just water. My family doesn't want to help me because they'd be helping him, they say he's not consistent enough to borrow money plus my son hates that my spouse (not his father) abuses me, verbally and physically but mostly emotionally.
I want to walk away.... This morning at 720am, he woke up cuz I had my TV show too loud and he got mad. I'm scared and honestly just wanna leave and never look back.
Side note - I have a settlement check coming from a dog attack back in November. I'm trying so hard to just be patient and adjust until I get that money and maybe he will be happier, but my heart wants to run away and never ever look back. Advice? No money, just advice. Or encouragement 😊