u/Hephzywrites

As a Christian, I thought believing in God and in His word will completely remove anxiety. But then, I realized that even great people mentioned in the bible had their moments of fear, stress and uncertainty.

"Be anxious for nothing" does not mean that everything is okay. It means surrendering everything that concerns us to God instead of bearing them alone.

But then, it is not always as simple as it sounds. Some days, it is easier, other days it feels impossible.

What’s something that has genuinely helped you find peace when anxiety hits?

Since I gave my life to Christ years ago, I have heard the verse of the Scripture that says "Faith comes by hearing". But honestly, I still struggle with it sometimes.

I listen to sermons, read the bible every time - but my faith is still not consistent. Some days I have strong days, other days my mind is full of doubt.

As I searched deeper into this issue, i discovered that I was just hearing the words... but not engaging with them.

What really helped me was... I started repeating the words out loud. I listen with intention not passively and I meditate on one verse instead of 2 or 3 verses. That way, I was able to internalize the word.

I actually broke this down deeper (with practical steps) because I noticed most people misunderstand this verse.

How do you personally build your faith?

I was angry with God when He wouldn’t answer my prayer for a husband and my friends were getting married one after another. I was angry with God when my mates were doing well but I was not. I was angry with God when my main source of income was cut off. I was angry with God many times in my walk with God. But one thing I was careful not to do, is not to stay away from His presence.

Many people like me are not backslidden…they are just Angry with God.

You prayed.
You believed.
You trusted.

But the outcome didn’t match your expectation.

And now, quietly… your heart is withdrawing.

Hear this:

Your anger is not the real issue. Your understanding is.

God is not your enemy. But pain can distort perception.

David said, “How long, O Lord?” Yet he didn’t walk away.

Job questioned deeply… yet he stayed.

The danger is not asking questions. The danger is disconnecting.

Because the moment you step away, you lose the very light you need for clarity.

Sometimes:

• His silence is not absence
• His delay is not denial
• His ways are not your expectations

If you’re angry… don’t hide.

But don’t withdraw either.

Stay.
Seek.
Trust.

Because the God you’re struggling with… is still the only one who can heal you.

Have you ever felt this way?

Note: Thanks everyone for your comments. Actually, this is not what I am currently going through. It happened like 20 years ago. God did answer me, and we just celebrated our 19 years marriage anniversary. God is indeed faithful. He was preparing me for my husband because of the assignment He has for us. I just wanted to encourage people in the same situation I was back then. Blessings!