u/Historical_Tart_4698

I pulled from the whole deck (rider waited original gold foiled tarot), each representing a DIFFERENT potential future partner

Some context: I have major trust issues/never had a relationship

Seven of swords: I think if I like this one, I have to follow through with complete honestly. Scared he’s deceptive?

Five of wands: would ultimately be a good challenge for me to grow, but keep in mind to be a partnership and grow and not compete

Knight of wands: passionate, maybe too quick, but seems like the only true one (apart from seven of swords)

The world: old habits, not pursuing this out of truthful liking but rather what I know

Should I pursue anyway? What’s the general consensus?

My interpretation

The world reversed - the lack of forgiveness is causing fear for success. Integration of the self, which at the foundation is forgiveness, will allow for an overall easier feeling.

Four of pentacles - comes out of a feeling of self-preservation, focusing so hard to maintain myself that my heart isn’t open.

Three of cups - celebration, community, creativity. Finding gratitude in joy and enjoying life

What do you think?

Whole deck, rider Waite original gold foiled deck

Got judgement reversed, ten of swords reversed, wheel of fortune reversed.

I’m taking this as taking it slow, making sure I take care of myself/make the right call and let things go.
Need help interpreting how they come together

Used the whole deck, original gold foiled rider Waite