I need advice with my friends
sometimes i feel like my friends are really loud and annoying. i feel so bad about because i love them of course, but its just a lot to handle sometimes. And then i feel like im being rude even though i dont say anything about it.
I try to be gracious and patient but i can literally hear them yelling and laughing from across the school (our school is small so its not THAT bad). I get embarrassed and then i feel like a fake friend.
i really do care about them so much but i get overwhelmed a lot, and sometimes i dont think they really losten when i try to tell them that.
They have no ill intentions, theyre not bad people, and i dont want anybody to tell me to ditch them. I guess i just need help with communicating boundaries and having patience.
(sorry this is so long im going insane)