u/Honest-Courage-7185

I literally feel nothing , like nothing how is that possible to survive in this state for such a long time years? Like I can’t feel my body I feel like a ghost in my own life and the thought of ever feeling again makes me want to die , it’s like I’m on the opposite of life.
Sometimes I feel like it’s a blessing but a curse :(

Trying to run a home work be a mum be a partner all whilst feeling completely detatched numb and not present is exhausting I don’t no how much longer I can take of this 😭