MY DREAM...
Hey Reddit. Two days ago I had the most existential, terrifying, yet monumental dream of my life. I subjectively lived for 150 FULL YEARS as a Kitsune (mythological fox).I had a "star ball" (hoshi no tama) inside me containing my soul, and it was constantly on the verge of cracking. To protect it, I could transform into a black hole the size of a human head. But here is the catch: I could manually control its mass, meaning it could weigh 0kg.It had no gravity but retained an event horizon that I could open and close at will to erase threats. Also, as you can see in my drawing, this black hole had literal cartoon-like eyes on the event horizon and an accretion disk of pure light. When I transformed into the black hole, it swallowed my fox tails, but they returned when I went back to fox form.I woke up completely shell-shocked. I lived two entire lifetimes in one night. Now, I have a weird "cheat code" in real life: my gaze is so hyper-focused and intense that random people and aggressive dogs genuinely get scared when I look at them. I haven't slept since because my brain is terrified to go back to that timeline. Has anyone ever experienced a century-long dream like this?