I'm high and in sorta retrospective mood today so sorry for a random long post. I'm in my 30s now, focusing on work as much as I can so I don't have to sit with my depressing thoughts all alone. Barely had any actual hobbies before I started growing my own - only some gaming on occasion to not go completely insane from the lack of enrichment in my enclosure (lol)
After I began my growing journey, life became a bit easier and more enjoyable. Looking after my Northern Lights or Blackberry Moonrocks or what have you stabilized me a lot, it's sorta like therapy (combined with the smoking of aforementioned weed upon harvest, of course - all good therapy includes multiple steps to it). Having something to look forward to in my day-to-day life kinda gave me energy and desire to think about my future. I'm still fairly young, but would I still keep this up when I'm 50? 60? 70? Older? I'd like to think that I would.
There is something comforting about imagining slow and cozy days I could spend tending to my plants and smoking a joint or two to help with my joint pain once I'm older. I don't think my interest in smoking and growing will disappear any time soon, in fact, I really hope it doesn't - I still want to have an experience of growing something really huge outdoors, proudly displayed in my backyard... Right now, it's not possible in my fairly small apartment, so all I can do is keep this up and maybe one day I, too, can post pics of myself posing like a proud dad next to a huge tree online lol
I wonder how many smokers/growers think about their current hobby/lifestyle in the long run. Do you just enjoy it in the moment and not care about what happens later? Do you imagine yourself as small elderly people, still puffing and growing weed along with tomatoes in your garden? Did you ever think about what will happen with this whole thing down the line at all?