Changing my life, looking for direction
Peace, I'm a 30 yr old "black" man, i just want out .. to make a long story short. Grew up in Durham NC, currently living in Alabama for almost a year now. I'm ready to leave the american continent & never look back. I don't have much options, im not fiscally fit. I'm respectful, understanding, honorable, vegetarian, extremely creative & deeply into craftsmanship, a great worker, simple & healthy habits, minimal lifestyle, not into video games, I don't drink, & im celibate. I don't have family nor friends, never have, noone that has ever been near me has ever been remotely like me.
Lately ive been looking into WWOOF, but i see no point in doing anything in mainland America (for me personally) so i looked into Hawaii. Ive seen mixed reviews about it. So i figured, why not just go get a job in Hawaii (& or do wwoof too). --Im here to ask, where are the more genuine areas of Hawaii? The non-touristy, genuine-hearted, nature-oriented regions?--- Because honestly i know nothing of the terrain. I just know im losing my mind in america & im better off on my own, i know life will work out for me when i take the leap to live alone instead of playing it safe in the nest.
Yes I'm aware Hawaii is america. Duh. Yes I'm aware Hawaii is not rainbows & sunshine. I know the price of living is high. I know what happened with the aerial-torching of people/cars/homes last year, just for Oprah to buy land for a mansion. Yes I know some Hawaiians see Hawaii as h*ll on Earth. I'm not green. Save the "you're better off on the mainland" comments because no I am not. Yes I have plans. No I am not looking for Hawaii to magically save my life, IM saving my life. No im not looking to stay there permanently, this is a stepping-stone-act for me. This is Earth, men can have destinations & still need to seek out the steps/chapters towards them. Im well aware. Don't tell me to save up several thousands. Don't tell me to bRiNg mY job WiTh mE. If I had those opportunities, if it was that easy/simple, I wouldn't be here asking for geolocational-guidance.
Thankyou to those who give a genuine answer, who understand & show respect.
Peace.