Life has been crazy for me, falls still plague me and my work has gotten sick of my call outs. They've changed the rules for it and I deeply know it's because of my issues. I've been getting more neuropathy issues which has exasperated my falls.
I feel like a monster, as if I sucked out all the good will out of my management from it. I love my job and it genuinely is the thing that gives my life a good sense of meaning and regularity. I'm also going to be going on leave soon, for surgery. I'm just so tired....
I want to be better and work this job and do well. You know??
On better news I finally got my new caseworker for disability since I repealed it, she seems nice and I'm far more confident with it this time around.
u/HoolyDoolyFuckaroony — 19 days ago