Seeing you today…
Seeing you today filled the darkness I was feeling with so much golden light and warmth in my heart. I had a very difficult weekend and I know i didn’t talk about that, but you took all the sadness and washed it all away and when I left you today I felt so whole. I think I was missing you, I was missing my sun and without you, I simply do not grow. I do not feel whole. You help me to find the light and to be the best version of me. You make me want to be healthy and to make good choices. You give me strength to keep pushing, to keep trying. You help me find a clear path when all I feel is lost. You are such a gift my love. God I wish you knew just how amazing you are. I will never stop reminding you and I’ll never stop growing for you.
Could you feel the reflection of the warmth in my heart and the outpouring of my love radiate to you today? Is that why you kissed me so intensely, so deeply? I felt that…it came from your heart. I know where that kiss came from. I know you don’t believe in souls but I do, I felt your soul today for that brief moment and my soul loves your soul, I want you to know you are my sunshine, my constant, the brightest star in my sky…and this sunflower will always face you in awe, adoration, admiration and with so much love…Forever. Thank you for being my constant, my bright light in dark days. You are so so so special to me and I love what I feel when I stand in your warmth, kindness, and light. I’m so lucky to have you in my life, even if we aren’t in a relationship. I won’t tell you this, but I do hope I grow on you a little bit. I do hope that one day, you’ll see the unique colors of my petals and say I choose this one. This is my sunflower that grows just for me and I love her as she loves me. One day…I hope you see me the way I see you. I wonder if you know how much I love you. I am not ready to tell you all of these big feelings. I just hope our love grows naturally and one day you’ll look at me the same way I look at you. My love just keeps growing for you darling. I don’t think it will ever stop, even after all these years. Even if one day, you should choose a different flower, I will still feel these feelings for you and I will treasure you forever as my best friend. 🌻♥️🌻