u/Hot-Basis8138

Hi, I'm looking for a deleted Big Time Rush fanfiction, there's a high chance the title is "Be With You" or "I Want To Be With You" or "To Be With You", don't remember the author, it's a romance and angst or drama category, complete.

The plot goes like at first it's Jarlos (James X Carlos) then tragedy, then in the end it's Cargan (Carlos X Logan), mention of a supposedly dead character, and even a ghost or hallucination, flashbacks, etc...

Can somebody please fetch that for me? Thanks