u/Hot-Patience-3022

I have been a little interested in the whole YouTube world with the filming and the vlogging. But I am genuinely on motivated because there is so much competition. And sadly, I have a very immediate gratification sort of mind. That I want to start something and I want to see the results as soon as possible.

I know that’s not realistic. Of course that clarity I do have in mind, but again, some emotions cannot be just dropped jlt .

I was just wondering, how would I navigate this entire influencer sort of journey? And whether the constant comparison with others ever goes away. And whether I should actually for the pursue this.

I’ll give a brief overview of what I’m like, and what I like. I would consider myself an outgoing person. I have played a lot of sports when I was younger. I would consider myself an entertainer, but just for my family and friends, but I feel that I have that side to me.

Now the thing is, I am pursuing psychology college because I love analysing people different things, trying to understand who. So I feel the subject is perfect for me.

But in terms of career, I have no clue. I was kind of intrigued by the concept of the corporate world because it is kind of cool, but again I don’t know if I wanna do that because I think it’s cool or if whether it’s something I truly wanna do or whether I’m thinking, that’s the only thing I can do.

I am in a club in my college where I am exposed to this part of the world, and it has gone alright. It is fun and on some days, but really boring on others.

Then comes certain entertainment aspects where. I low-key haven’t done anything, but I constantly think about it. There is you being a content creator or maybe getting into the acting industry but again that’s very especially acting part is very last resort. In this sense, I think about it but not fully into it.

Now my main question is how do you decide what you truly like. Because I feel whether I like something or not, I may try it, but there are always phases of lighting it and phases of not liking it. I get confused, whether not liking it is part of life or whether I’m supposed to have this, I don’t know what is like how do you know you like something to continue because whatever I’ve done till now, I get bored.

Anyways, I’m trying to understand myself still, and I feel kind of behind because academically as well. I’m pretty average and my friends are doing shit that has already decided the outcome today, so it is difficult to not know what to do in the future.

But I low-key believe this phase is there right now, because I am a little unmotivated and lazy. I’m not actively trying to figure out myself either.

I don’t know. I just want some advice. Maybe some questions I could introspect upon, or I don’t know what you guys did when you felt this way.