After a month I just relapsed, one side of me feeling guilty while other side enjoying like this is a fun aspect. I am not sure what to think, I was proud of myself for not smoking for a month, now my addictive brain says you can quit again so why not enjoy this pack.
Shame me so I can quit again, please do!
I am giving care to two dogs, 6-12kg 8-6 yo. both spitz. I have major depression and had a really toxic marriage. Last 4 years was rough for me and couldn't take care of my babies enough, which caused behavior problems. Now I am struggling to take care of them while I am already having hard time taking care of myself.
6 yo. mid size spitz have reactivity to humans, he don't bite but charge on guests in the house whenever they move/laugh/stand up. He have hard time to socialize (abused when he was a baby, rescued him when he was 3 months old, after covid lockdowns hit and he couldn't socialize). This make it hard to rehome him.
8 yo. small spitz, afraid of dogs, so barks at them but really good with people. Only thing is, she just piss on carpets/couches/beds. If she will be rehomed, there is a possibility she will be abused (yelled, being hit) because of it. She do not insist on jumping to couches/beds tbh, but people like to have their pets on the couch so it is still a risk.
I believe I can take care of the remaining one, set a strict routine and be in charge of our little herd. I am emotional about rehoming older one since she is my first and too attached to me, but it seems like there is no other option. I need to hear your opinions about this, thanks in advance!
I am planning to quit my day job and travel asia but having two dogs (one of them is reactive to humans) making it difficult to plan or act on.
I may buy a car and a trailer caravan but weather conditions are not suitable as I read from subreddits.
I want to hear what are your experiences, can I find hostels to stay with my dogs? Is it easy to travel with dogs without a car?