u/Hot_Description909

for context my goal/dream career in life is to join the military, and i got rejected last year aswell as my appeal bc i have a past of depression/selfharm/ suicide attempt, etc. obvi that was 5+ years ago but i was medicated, didnt realise i couldnt be and i can reapply in feb of next year.

all the research ive done says i most likely wont get in, however ive completely gone through so much and changed (for the better) been unmedicated for over a year, am very resilient mentally, etc.

i want to manifest i get in, i get accepted and i pass all my medical/mental testing - can someone motivate or send subs relating to that topic and stories that theyve had?

i KNOW I can manifest it, its just a big thing i reaaally want

so ive been in this community since 2018, i used to get such good instant subliminal results, ive been listening to a playlist i made on the 13th this month, each sub is repeated 5x and i usually loop it when i sleep. i havent had a single result yet. i just feel so bummed and down and i know i probably havent given it enough time but i used to get such good instant results, even physically.

some goals since 2018 have been:

- rid of nose hump + button nose, flat belly, straight teeth.

i havent achieved any of them, granted i was never consistent. do i keep going? i dont want to change my playlist i want to give it atleast a month… but im just so sick and tired of wasting my time essentially. if anyone can give me advice? or even subliminals or boosters or methods? i have such bad brain fog too recently since my mum passed last year and i feel that could be impacting it.

just need some advice, i want my mind to go back to how it used to and absorb affs very quickly.