Bikini
I really need some help. Im going to be going to a water park with a guy I’ve been seeing for a little while. I am extremely insecure about my body. He wasn’t really seen me without clothes before, the most he has seen was me in a big shirt before bed so pretty much just my legs..
I’ve got a few things i want to say and ask.
- does my bikini look like it fits me correctly?
- are my shoulders too big?
- is my butt shape ugly?
- my stomach sticks out weird right?
- am i fat??
- im really unsure of where my bikini is supposed to sit on my hips/body.
the photos are screenshots of a video i took so thats why they are weird frames. relaxed in them, my natural posture i guess you could say all except the last one where i try to pose. (idk why i kept my arms like that though lol) i know im not built like the girls online but i just need to hear SOMETHING about this. we are going this coming sunday/monday and im scared so badly to take my clothes off. i used to drink a lot and i was around 127lb i am now 112lb and ive been working out for around two months and really trying to eat healthier. im sorry i wrote so much but i truely feel disgusting to myself. i look like a fat disgusting whale.